I have made a decision to pursue a calling I’ve been feeling for a long time in my life. I’d say really since childhood. I’ve always had this urge to study or read about paranormal, psychic, magical topics as well as ancient human lives and their pagan beliefs such as the Egyptians and Greeks.

I purchased a few books to read off of Amazon about these subjects and looking forward to beginning turning the pages and seeing how I connect with these authors knowledges.

I do indeed have my own interesting experiences from the topics and why I’m so drawn to it.

It all began with me as a child. I have always been very thoughtful and empathic. I’d say my intuition was pretty high on the scale. I’d also dream quite vivid dreams. A few that I do remember and some I even wrote short stories about as a child like about the big bang. When the sun will explode and turn into the dwarf. It was a frightening dream but a reality that will someday occur because our sun is a star that will not last forever.

I also had a dream as a child of a field with some hills and two trees in the middle of it. It was so peaceful but then an airplane flew by and made much noise and pollution. I later connected the dots so many years later. So, 3 years ago, I started working in the Snohomish area in WA and my commute to and from work would take me by a field with exactly the same looking trees and even more shocking was that there were also airplanes there, it’s an airfield for small planes. I can see how this dream came to me at that time in my life because many crucial changes have happened during that time. It was like this dream was telling me as a child once you see this scene there will be big changes in your life.

Also, as a child I have seen a spirit when visiting a friend’s house late in the evening. My family would visit there for prayer time to do the rosary. I remember walking by the parents’ bedroom and seeing a light. Not a shadow or light passing through the curtains from cars, but a 3D stature of a woman sitting on the edge of the bed and slowly turned to look at us. I remember my fear going away and I was drawn to the spirit, I took a few steps forward towards her. She had clothes on from like the days of Christ like what you would see Mother Mary where. But then again it could have been a spirit of an Islamic woman that recently at the time has passed away, who knows, But I do know that it was not an evil spirit but one that made me feel calm. The boy I was seeing this spirit with at the time still remembers it till today as an adult just like me and can’t deny seeing it.

I’ve had many more experiences after that with numerous different situations. I’ve had instances of foreseeing things such as deaths whether human or animal. I’ve had spirits speak to me in different ways. For example, most recent situation was with a deceased young boy from a long time ago. An article popped up about the boy with no name. I’m actually feeling a bit nervous writing about this right now because I would hate to evoke him once more. But I noticed the article, it caught my attention and I had to read it and look at the photos of the dead body. I was so saddened with grief over this child. He was only about maybe 8yo, malnutritiond and found inside a box outside. Believe it or not I started feeling his presence. Like he was wanting to tell me something. To spread the word about him maybe or just wanted to feel loved. I got some advice from a paranormal group on Facebook how to help with my experience. I now have sage candle at home. I was able to settle down the spirit by reposting the article and talking about it. I also spoke to him with boundaries of course and told him he is loved and that if I was his mother he would have been so loved. I think this child needed this for sure with the way he ended up. I did some meditations, burned sage and let him go on his way with love.

I’ve had psychic feelings before as well that at times did come true. And when they did not its only because I knew to be super careful on a given day when I would wake up feeling that I should be careful on that day. Sometimes there were close calls on situations.

So, these are a few of my experiences and there are many more, but I’ll end my sharing on this topic at that for now. And so, this is why I’m pretty serious on pursuing the studies and readings I will be doing.